Of course that only counts the time that I am using my phone. I do not have a log for this computer or the computer at work. Needless to say - the answer is A WHOLE BUNCH!!!
I have a whole new admiration for the people who develop family trees and complete ancestral research. The activity is incredibly time consuming and the number of rabbit trails one can go down cannot even be counted. There are also numerous websites that can help - but there are also websites that require a credit card to get serious information. But without all of these resources I would not have learned - what I have learned!
It all began with a DNA kit. But actually it all began in 1964. If you have read my work - you know that I have always known I was adopted. There is much to say on that but not really needed. I can say that I have forever wanted to know more. I never did anything with that desire - except in 2006 - I did request information from Hope Cottage. I wrote about that in the very first blog post from March of 2011 - the post that explains the name of the blog ....
It took forever for the results - or at least forever to me. However results I do have.
I can see 2 distinct families (so DNA from both my birth mother and my birth father has been tested). For clarification - Kerry and I have referred to Side A and Side B. It is so much easier than mislabeling and assuming. Last weekend we were on a roll and I had a bunch of sticky notes everywhere (Kerry says it reminded him of the Bruce Almighty movie when he has the prayer requests from everyone ... ) and I had to come up with a better idea.
Fortunately I have lots of office supplies and stuff in my home. The large marker board has been put to great use!!!
Later in the week - when I was absolutely driving myself nuts (and maybe Kerry too) - I wanted to find scriptures. Scriptures I could claim and read to calm the crazy going on in my head.
This one is a card that I have placed on the board. |
That verse truly says it all. It is the verse I wrote on the marker board. God's grace.
Mason County is very much a part of our lives. This cookbook has so many recipes from Kerry's ancestors. |
I cannot even describe how that makes me feel. It is the best feeling ever (for me).
I know for many being attached to a particular space isn't important. Perhaps you have never wondered where you were from - wondered where you ancestors walked - but this 1964 girl has always wondered. And now I have many answers. I may not have all the answers - but I have much more than I did just one week ago!
Burgess & Elizabeth Witt's gravesites in the Burgess Witt Cemetery in Coker Creek, Monroe County, Tennessee |
I so hope my birth family realizes that I am so proud to be a part of their family. I hope that makes sense to them and they don't think I am trying to be something I am not. I get it. I am not a Witt. But I am a descendant - whatever that may mean to me or anyone else.
Yet not I, but the grace of God within me. God is so gracious and because of God I am here today. As The Message version of that verse states "I am not about to let his grace go to waste."
I love my birth parents - I have always been thankful for them - I never let God's grace go to waste in that part of my life. I cannot even imagine the emotion involved with birthing and leaving a baby. And surely God's grace has been a sustaining part of their lives too.
I can remember playing the word search game in grade school (seriously I remember playing this with a friend). I can remember picking a song ...
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S M R
Smoky Mountain rain, it keeps on fallin'
I keep on callin' her name
Smoky Mountain rain, I'll keep on searchin'
I can't go on hurtin' this way
She's somewhere in the Smoky Mountain rain.
Such a great song .....
More to come - I gotta figure out that other side!!!! I am so loving this journey!
Always, May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all. 2 Corinthians 13:14.
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